wish 2

A cali girl infected w
something Not Native, am i a
crab grass–am i??
a harsh in the mellows
a flounder in the shallows and Not ready 2
be bad til i squash that urge
Clawing/I'm a teenager/my own curse
& I hate facts
if the TV is explaining empathy
if I paid more
in attention
could I learn exactly how to be a caretaker...
say thanks in my namastes...
Really wild to watch the screen at all,
be to be found
My sole occupation of the day
is eternity, all ready
I think it's a bad time because...
every1 is out to lunch

from before in my hell hole

(a diray entree)

my new routine is about self! care!

today i drink kava kava (kavakava) with a little mixed rose, hips and allrounded and holy basil to Numb My Brain with a little weed (does it work?) somEtimEs it is SO relaxing to not think or breathe or notice the pouring rain outside, it has gone for 3 months now and I have not felt relief!! somEtimEs, you realize your own truth and it does Not mesh with other truths, but my 7th instinct tells me the future every day. its time to go, i know. I will wash my feet in jasmine water and here wash my face at 3PM :( I can't begin my day very early when I feel unmoored. Dont forget a love potion! It s for loving yourself, and alex asks, do you not love yourself? In reply I have: SomEtimEs you love yourself very much but you lose sight of somEthings, and suddenly you have taken MANY things for granted and thats where a potion maybe can come into play. If the Herbs Dont Work, the Sentiment Should.

Love Potion:
Rose,
Maca,
Mugwort,
Fresh Strawberry
in a Jar
covered with equal parts ACV and Good Raw Honey
ferment for 1 month
eat the pickled berries when you strain

where is my place

Two red dominos design
to grow my hair out long
A conspiracy under the bed it feels
strange to call out and where's my
jingle of bells
I escaped my favorite toxic waste
sorry to say i miss the filth and I'll mold this too
My liking flirts as i watch a peep
and a slip
Through
Wouldn't we all love it there, do you??