haiku 1

i do not like to
shower i just like to be
alone, no worry

haiku2

drink the tea to feel
all your grief can be good for
please smell this daisy

(im here i have few words and they are all wrong, i try to mail you feelings but it takes too long in the post and the translation always dissipates in time)

in the dream my dad
water-slicked
i'm so glad you
dream i am like
peering down into
a group of people
the mountain and
i've already
plucked my nipple
of my belly from
fingers: shocked
brown, like an old woman's

in My head
they think
Is it too full? Or not full enough?
To feel
Requires
What I looked for under you
My basic understanding of human
ness
Boiled to an animal instinct
With all its animality removed

first and first off
first of all
firstly
guess it leads to
thirsty
first of all
wanna drink me?
thirst of it all
try to fill me?
let's ! begin !

a child

on my knee

grew into a woman

coated in a gray film

We peeled the gray back 

to pink pulp, red bleeding

The whole family came